I feel so stupid and self absorbed. Where the hell have I kept my head these past couple of months? why did I NOT see it earlier? How could I have missed it?
I was talking to my brother last night and questioning him about why he had poor grades (mashaAllah after doing very poorly in high school he had a 3.3 gpa in college). He let it slipped that since March of this year they have been homeless. They have been taking turns sleeping at different people's houses or at the factory (family biz). I can't help them. I am broke myself. If it wasn't for my in laws we would also be homeless. Ya Allah! Ya Allah! Ya Allah!
My mom didn't tell me nor did my youngest brother as they didn't want to worry me. Matter of fact they STILL haven't told me. My tooth starting hurting today so much that my whole left side of the face was in pain including my ear and throat. Please make du'a for me and my family. SubhanaAllah, I started Ramadan very strong and I am getting pummeled. In the hereafter I will know of my reward in the mean time I don't want to lose it. When you are fasting please remember me and my family and when you break your fast too.
I need to start making money, I need to get off my butt and start making moves. This cannot continue like this.
May Allah swt grant my WHOLE family iman and put their affairs in order. AMEEN.
فَإِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا
So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief:
إِنَّ مَعَ الْعُسْرِ يُسْرًا
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.Surat 94 ayah 5-6